some random shyt!!

Well it has been a week or two since i last posted..and might i add at the moment i got new nails on and i am having ahrd time typin so i am curious to see how many mistakes i will make...oh and i also have to remind krystle about doing her krystles corner....cough cough miss krystle we are getting sloppy..lol..

 

ive been doing alot of thinking ..mainly i think cuz i got so much alone time on my hand..im starting to think how amazing it actually is that i find myself in the situations that i find myself in.. such a hassle ..everything that i do i need to think about nowadays,..cuz i am going away for the next four years ..and i am going to be missing out on alot and i will have so much to make up for when i am finally free again...

 at this exact moment it is the 27  of april  at 6:49..and i am awaiting the hockey game to start at 8 ..montreal and boston game 7..nothing like keep in ya on ur feet geesh!!

so much going through my head ..cant think striagh some days tryin to wrap all this shyt around my head and keep it all on a reality  basic..fukin hard to manage at some points..

i think i am a very REAL person i see things always in two..there are always two sides to a story..away two sides to every siutation..noone is gonna feel the exact same as another person..everyone experiences pain ..but noone experiences that same pain..there is more to individuality then just tryin to stand out in a crowd..ive learn growing up and going through early teenage hood, and being a teenager..god thise are truly shapin years of a person, and high school;and bullys and being a bully and tryin to figure out where to belong.become an adukt and strugglin on how thong really should be,.to having children and experiencing the change that ur body and emotions go through as a women..nothing is ever easy in life ..ive learn that if it was easy it wouldnt be worth it..kinda like child birth ..lol..i dont think a man could relate to that so mabey i should put it a hockey game if it doesnt keep u on your toes its not worth watchin in the end u feel disappointed !

well i will end this blogaroonie for the moment and leave it at this..

i am at peace with my consqences but that doesnt mean they dont suck

 xoxo

Tiff